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(3 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

so nuccas [29 Sep 2005|02:34pm]
i havnt updating this shiz in so long its unreal
but yeah im cute
i have a wonderful boyfriend ryan
we have been dateing for hmm lets say 3 weeks
maybe more
i love him he is cute
his homecoming is tomorrow
and im going
and mine is next weekend and im making his ass go
i like playing on neopets
and playing midnight club 3 dub edition
thats what i do
all the time
i have dance today
becuase im cool like that
and im gayer than you are
so deal with it
even if you are truely gay im still gayer than you
so get over youself
i love birth control and condomn commercials and that one with the happy guy because he pepe is bigger or stays hard longer or somthing
i was just watching one
so i had to say it becuase it made me giggle
YEAH WHAT NOW NIGGA

god damn
anna is my #1 love
and i love ryan cuz he my boo

PEACE THE FUCK OUT

(What I thought was Love)

ahhhhhhhhhh [25 Jul 2005|09:49pm]
FING LAGUNA BEACH IN UHH ABOUT 12 MINS IDIOTS
 GOD EVERYONE NEEDS TO WATCH IT
 OMG ITS SUCH A GOOD SHOW I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

AHHHHHHHH


COME SEE ME NAKED IN THIS FASHION SHOW
WE WILL DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE
GET DOWN IN THIS FUNKY TOWN
YOUR HEART WILL BE MY ONLY ARTICLE OF CLOTHING
ILL WEAR IT AROUND MY NECK
EVERYONE WATCH ME
C
H
O
K
E
ON THIS LOVE THAT NEVER LASTS




GOD IM SUCH A GOOD SONG WRITER
BECUASE THATS MY NEW SONG I JUST MADE IT UP WHILE WRITING THIS
BECUASE IM TAHT LAME
OHHHHA

(3 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

[23 Jul 2005|04:02pm]
[ mood | content ]

Hi my name is Anna and I'm updating for Ashley cause she naked in the shower.
So last night me, Ash, Leah, Amanda, Nick and Sarah went to AMC to see the Devils Rejects, but since we're 8 and people guard the door, we couldn't get in.
So we The Island and killed people.
It was good.
Then Me and Ashley went to my house and she stayed the night and we slept for 12 hours.
And then I made pancakes and they were good.
Then we went to Ashleys, where I am right now, and she forgot her key so we had to go back to my house and get her key, then we came in and she played the the gay black cat and took a shower and I looked at porn on her computer.
Just kidding.
:]
Now Ashleys out of the shower and we're gunna get crunk yo.

(2 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

[11 Jul 2005|03:20pm]
update update update
the journal
hehe
god
im gayy

woo
life is good being single
i can flirt with who i want when i want
and be gay

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

(10 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

[20 Jun 2005|09:41pm]
idk all day today i had a really bad feeling it was so bad it made me get all teary eyed
and then i come home and find out this
god i cant take this anymore

(1 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

[18 Jun 2005|12:28pm]
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Name:
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he is hott<3

me and my E have been hanging out for like the past week and i loved every min of it.
he drives out to my dance just ot see me and watch me dance i mean come on what can be more perfect than that<33333333333333
i love you E

gratiot cruise tonight bitches yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

(4 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

[04 Jun 2005|02:06pm]
anna
anna
anna
anna
anna
anna
anna

yup

(4 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

[25 May 2005|02:50pm]
will burned me the as i lay dying cd
i think im going to die
thanx will i love you<3

boy do i miss my anna

(6 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

[12 May 2005|04:06pm]
[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ]I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[X] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[X] I curse regularly.
[ ] I paid for that cell phone ring.
[X] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I own something from AE Outfitters.
[ ] I have a job.
[X] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] am guilty oF tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I've been out of this country.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[XXXXXXXXXX] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[X] I love chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[X] I play video games.
[ ] Gotten lost in my city.
[x] Saw a shooting star
[ ] Been to any other countries besides the united states
[ ] I Had a serious Surgery
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[ ] I have Kissed a Stranger
[x] Hugged a stranger
[x] Been in a fist fight
[X] Been arrested
[X] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[X] Swore at your parents
[X] Kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] Been close to love
[ ] Been to a casino
[ ] Been skydiving
[x] Broken a bone
[x] Skipped school
[X] Flashed someone
[ ] Saw a therapist
[X] Done the splits
[x] Played spin the bottle
[ ] Gotten stitches
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] bitten somebody
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Crashed into a friend's car
[ ] Been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[x] Shoplifted
[ ] Been fired
[ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[ ] Stole something from your job
[X] Gone on a blind date
[x] Lied to a friend
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher
[ ] celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
[ ] Been to Europe
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Had children
[X] Saw someone dying
[ ] Been to Africa
[X] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been to Canada
[ ] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[ ] Eaten Sushi
[X] Been snowboarding
[ ] Been Skiing
[ ] Met someone in person from the internet
[ ] Had an online relationship
[ ] Been to a motocross show
[ ] Lost a child
[ ] Gone to college
[ ] Graduated college
[ ] Done hard drugs
[x] taken painkillers
[ ] had someone cheat on you
[x] Miss someone right now


NOTE TO SELF I MISS YOU TERRIBLY

(11 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

kill the emo kids like me [09 May 2005|02:48pm]
thursday-joe broke up with me(paul and bobby happy....not me) i cried all day

fri-mariahs with her and viktor then movies with anna, kayla, and jeremy(it was his birfday) cried that night

sat-walmart with anna then anna kate and erin came over then me anna melanie lance adam and his sister went to the mall then me anna melanie and lance went to mc donalds then i came back home and did nothing but listen to 3/6 mafia and luda all night son cried that night

sun-didnt eat anything besides some salad... went to micheals the store worked on my project for english then went to my granas and hung out with kate and megan and jay and megans sister and some hot kid..
steve hit me with a ball so i hit him really fing hard with my lightsaver becuase the ball went into my boob and it hurt really bad then i went to sleep on my granas couch while bobby and chuckie were playing big black peoples games cried that night

mon(today)-i died becuase i felt like it i didnt nothing at all and im going to dance really soon so i can die even more there probly will cry again.

(6 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

[03 May 2005|08:53pm]
to much crap has been going on
been depressed/angry for 2 days now
just waiting to see what ill be like tomorrow
fun fun
i havnt seen joe in oh about 3 weeks
yeah
all i wana do is lay down and sleep for like a month straight and ill be good

(9 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

[26 Apr 2005|08:35pm]
fight fight fight fight fight
die die die die die die die
RAPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE RAPEEEEEEE
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


bitches run run run run run far far far aWAY

JAJAJAJAJAJJOE JOE JOE IS MY L-O-V-E<3

(2 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

[24 Apr 2005|03:46pm]
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crack fooo
join it
or we will fight
oh and I BOUGHT A NEW BATHING SUIT
AND I LOOK HOTT IN IT
YEAH
I KNOW
I SAID I LOOK HOTT AND THATS A FIRST!!

joe i love you<3

(5 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

[22 Apr 2005|10:40pm]
so
i feel like the parent in this household.
clean this do that where is my dinner.
and i have to break up the fights between my mom and dad instead of them breaking up fights between me and bobby.
come on
w/e i have to clean the house tomarro
fun fun fun
but yeah im going to watch tv
cuz a good show is on mtv

sldkjf


people say out of site out of mind
but every min. he is out of site he is on my mind more.
i miss you joe
and i love you more than anything

(11 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

[19 Apr 2005|06:34pm]
na na na nothing to do
this is not funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn unnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

i hung out with anna this weekend becuase she is sweet she spend the night
that was exciting

ja ja ja joe is lame i havnt seen him in almost 2 weeks or longer i dont know but im making him play with me soon or we will fight.




Can you find my angel?
She crawled under the bed
I think I saw her breathing
But found out she was dead........

(11 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

[15 Apr 2005|03:53pm]
so my puter is fixed but yet its all gay?
like nothing is the same and its gay
im sad now


fucker










house to myself this weekend yeahhhh baby





joe
is
hot
and
i
want
in
his
pants
and
annas

(20 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

fat slut slut slut slut slut slut WHOREEEEEEEE [31 Mar 2005|06:42pm]
BOWLING DAY WAS FUNCollapse )

(17 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

aww a day with anna [29 Mar 2005|07:40pm]
me and anna are to sweet for wordsCollapse )

(2 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

[27 Mar 2005|01:59pm]
omgomgomg
my dad is driving me nuts
im going to shoot his face off
he is screaming at me cuz my mom and my brother arnt home
ha is that my fault
no
but to him it is

and now he is yelling at me to eat food at my granas house
ha
me eat again
i ate once today
im good


i miss joe
i love him
he is lame<3

(6 Illusions | What I thought was Love)

[26 Mar 2005|07:55pm]

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